Proximity.

The vision was crystal clear,

The touch was almost near,

The warmth feels like it's real,

I was the girl who always fall again.

It's not like I didn't have much thoughts,

but everytime my head went crowded,

you came into my unconsciousness suddenly,

like my brain screaming all over the universe

to gave you the signal that I need those kind of nicotine.

It's not fair, really.

For you,

for me,

for us,

who were there for a while,

it was like neverending adventure.

It was like the best chapter of the best-seller books

that sold million hundred copies all over the world,

It was like the best part of cigarettes 

that everyone smokes while in pain with vain,

it was always like our conversations,

it was like us. 

A pure addiction,

A sweet that I really crave,

A medicine in my only prescription,

A very best cure to my insecurities.

It feels like I was almost running in to your arms,

and falling to the most soft place I've ever been in my dreams,

all over again and again and again,

there's only you and me

and forever will be us,

again.

Dear my last night dream,

I miss you,