One Day.

One day, I'll just realize that no matter how hard I push myself to make it works like I've always wanted to be, it won't work well as the other one trying hard to ignore. One day, I'll be just fine with all the things that make me hurt so much at this moment. One day, I'll laugh at myself who was trying to figure out what I have been looking for.

One day, all I can feel is proud of myself that I've been through so many struggles.

One day, I'll be healed as I was, before all these cracks began.

I am broken.

I am torn apart.

I am wounded.

I am full of scars.

And all I can say to my future partner is I am really sorry to let myself felt that kind of feelings. I am sorry to not be able to protect myself from all the sorrows. I am sorry to let myself broke in to million pieces for the people whom never have the intention to keep my whole heart, because it turns out to be me who should've keep it from this mean world.

But, I promise you.

One day, you will take me as a whole when I meet you.

One day, you will read me as an open book, even when I have no words to describe.

One day, you will hold my hands to the journey which we've been waiting for.

One day, we'll meet at the right time, at some random moments, until we couldn't find the wrongs behind our rendesvouz.

One day, I'll be ready to keep your heart as a whole, and you keep mine as yours.

I trust you,

it only takes one day for us to let those things happen.